partying. dancing. tanning. keepin' it classy while gettin' nasty. drugs. my boys. livin fast and dyin young. bridget. bikinis. money. love. lust. pretty girls. lil wayne. sex. hello kitty. cheetah print. lip gloss. message me dear.

I keep thinking “I’m never going to be good enough” and I woke up in the middle of the night and haven’t stopped crying. I need to stop thinking negative thoughts. Fuck them. I am good enough. I’m better than good enough. I’m above the negativity. Let people hold their grudges and spew their hate. I am better than that.

Trust no one.

I could rant forever about how much I hate my life right now.

This was suppose to be the time for me to take a break from school to figure out what I want to study and do with my life. I was SO happy. My social life was going amazing and I was making BANK at my job. Just enjoying life before I go back to school this fall. But one night had to ruin it all for me. Since I got a fucking DUI I don’t have a license.. so I basically had to quit my job.. now I live in my parents basement and I do a whole lot of NOTHING. I would totally go out and try new opportunities and actually enjoy life.. but now there’s no car to take me there.

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