I keep thinking “I’m never going to be good enough” and I woke up in the middle of the night and haven’t stopped crying. I need to stop thinking negative thoughts. Fuck them. I am good enough. I’m better than good enough. I’m above the negativity. Let people hold their grudges and spew their hate. I am better than that.
Trust no one.
I could rant forever about how much I hate my life right now.
This was suppose to be the time for me to take a break from school to figure out what I want to study and do with my life. I was SO happy. My social life was going amazing and I was making BANK at my job. Just enjoying life before I go back to school this fall. But one night had to ruin it all for me. Since I got a fucking DUI I don’t have a license.. so I basically had to quit my job.. now I live in my parents basement and I do a whole lot of NOTHING. I would totally go out and try new opportunities and actually enjoy life.. but now there’s no car to take me there.